For the past 3 days, I've been experiencing pain again around my right ovary. The pain worsens when my bladder fills and that when I do go to relieve myself, it hurts then too. The pain comes and goes throughout the day, just like it did before my last surgery on September 1st.
I'm not so sure if I can tolerate another surgery emotionally and physically. It's going to be a long month waiting to find out if the cyst has returned. If it has, it will be the portion that they could not remove from my bladder.
If they have to do surgery again, they will be removing both my ovaries which will kick start me into menopause. My mind isn't really registering all this right now, I'm having a hard time just accepting that I may need surgery again. I'm going to be 40 January 8th, 2011....I feel like these surgeries are making me feel like I'm 50.
I need all the prayers that I can get.
Stay strong Deliska prayers are with you always - you've done so well - so proud of you - thoughout all you've gone through you've always had time to give support to others that need it (especially me )- dont give up now, we're stronger than we know - do what needs to be done and recover quickly, My prayers are flying all the way from England, its a long journey but they are there for you for as long as you need them xxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteThank you Jayne...I'll take all I can get, no matter how far they are coming from. xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteall body parts are crossed.. and your in my thoughts and prayers.. xo
ReplyDeleteThanks Ann xo
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