Have any of you ever watched Reba on CMT? It's one of my favourite shows. The character who plays Barbra Jean came back to the show looking like she's only 1/3 of the size she was before. It's funny because my greatest fear throughout this whole surgery I'm having is that I don't want to forget who I am, what all my life's obstacles, joys, pain have made me become. On the show, it seems that Barbra Jean hasn't changed at all except for some other activities that she is now doing that she couldn't do before...she's still the old annoying character we've come to know.
It's more how everyone else is now looking at her. It's not her who has changed. It's everyone else in her life that look at her differently now.
I just ask my friends and family one thing....please....when I lose weight, remember me for who I am now because the book cover might be updated, but the contents and stories will always remain the same.
Always Dee, Always Me.
2009-07-30 - I will remember me for who I am now today, as for when my body changes, my heart & soul never will.
