Mystery Date

After a long anticipated month of waiting to find out what my mystery date with Geoff was going to be, it finally arrived!  Last night, I did as instructed and had my hair all done up.  I went home, ate my supper and then slipped into my size 12 cocktail dress.  We left the house around 5pm and arrived at the National Arts Centre around 6pm.  Geoff thought the play would start at 7pm, however when we asked, it wasn't starting until 8.  So we decided to walk over to the Rideau Centre to do some window shopping.

Geoff pointed out to me that there was alot of people staring at me or just plain checking me out.  He said that even the women were looking at me.  LOL  We walked into Danier Leather and I tried on a leather coat, the clerk asked me what size I was trying on, I said  medium.  She said 'Oh you look like a small'.  I couldn't believe someone would say that about me.  I guess there's still alot of getting used to with all these changes.

I have to say, I did feel like a million bucks last night.  It was very different then previous outtings with Geoff.  I've always looked at other women all dressed up to the nines and wished that I could look like that too.  Well, last night, I think I finally did!

We went to see 'Fiddler on the Roof'.  This was my first time ever seeing the play, it was a spectacular show.  I absolutely loved it!  We arrived home around 1am, so without saying, I am a bit tired, but all well worth it.

I love Geoff with all my heart.  I'm wishing for the fairytale relationship with him never end!

Cheers!

Please not under the knife again!

This is a bit off topic from my RNY surgery, however, since having 3 surgeries in a 10 month period, I'm not looking forward to my next follow-up appointment with my Gynecologist.  Why you may ask?

For the past 3 days, I've been experiencing pain again around my right ovary.  The pain worsens when my bladder fills and that when I do go to relieve myself, it hurts then too.  The pain comes and goes throughout the day, just like it did before my last surgery on September 1st.

I've been experiencing some short-term memory loss from being administered anesthesia three times!  I'm afraid that the news will not be good come December 21st when I have an ultrasound done to find out if the cyst is returning. 

I'm not so sure if I can tolerate another surgery emotionally and physically.  It's going to be a long month waiting to find out if the cyst has returned.  If it has, it will be the portion that they could not remove from my bladder. 

If they have to do surgery again, they will be removing both my ovaries which will kick start me into menopause.  My mind isn't really registering all this right now, I'm having a hard time just accepting that I may need surgery again.  I'm going to be 40 January 8th, 2011....I feel like these surgeries are making me feel like I'm 50.

I need all the prayers that I can get.